Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Because I can't sleep...

It may be because of the coffee I drank at midnight, or the fact that I have way too much on my mind, but none the less I can't sleep. So as I was lying in bed looking at the ceiling I decided it would be a good idea to write a blog, and maybe that way I could sort some of my thoughts out. As most of you know, I will be leaving this month to live in France for the school year, and I couldn't be more excited! But at the same time, I am extremely nervous! I'm not nervous about something bad happening, and I'm not afraid to go, I just think that it is the anxiety of the unknown that can be a little unsettling. Also, the fact that it is coming up so quickly is a bit scary. I've known that I was going for awhile now, and all of a sudden its here! So my mind is racing now and I keep thinking about all the things I have to do before I leave. So instead of worrying, I'm going to pray, and write. :) Also this blog will be a good way to keep you posted about what's happening in France! I think its going to be a great experience and I look forward to sharing it with you!

So to bring you up to date, on Wednesday, I go back to Houston to apply for my visa...hopefully there are no more mix-ups this time...and if all goes as planned, I should receive it in two to three weeks, and I will hopefully be leaving by the 20th of September. My job officially starts on October 1st, and I'll be working at a high school in the city of Caen, which is the main city in lower Normandy. It appears that the school I will be teaching in has somewhere for me to stay, but I haven't been able to get ahold of anyone yet (Most of France is on vacation the whole month of August)! So there are still a few loose ends that need to be tied up, and I'm sure once all of that is taken care of, I will feel better...its just been a huge waiting game, and patience is not my strongest attribute! But I do have faith that everything will work out, and before I know it I will be there, and I will have so much to tell you! :) I'll keep you posted, and I appreciate your prayers...love you guys!!  

2 comments:

  1. friend, i've been there. i've prepared and moved around the world. i know the stress of getting together those last minute details. i know the anxiety and frustration that comes from communicating with people around the world. i've been there.

    and i know you know this, but it will all work out. you'll be there before you know it. enjoy the little things every day until you leave. you'll miss them when they're gone.

    i'm so glad you're blogging! i cant wait to keep up with your adventures and skype with you from much closer time zones!

    love you and praying for you! :)

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  2. Thanks Kate...I love you so much!!!

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